March 2011
1 post
“We are all a little weird and life’s a little weird, and when we find someone...”
– Dr. Seuss (via kari-shma)
January 2011
1 post
“Nostalgia - it’s delicate, but potent. Teddy told me that in Greek, ‘nostalgia’...”
– Mad Men (via wearethedigitalkids) (via quote-book)
December 2010
5 posts
Oops
Well if it isn’t for the existence of calendars and such, I probably have forgotten when was the last time I dropped a post here. So anyways, I think people misunderstand me all the time. Really.
October 2010
2 posts
August 2010
9 posts
Things are better off...
Sometimes you feel like you want to give up but then there are so many thoughts and uncertainties in your head that it ends up plunging you into a state of dilemma instead.
Saturday fever
I’m a little too tired about everything. Right now, I just want a bottle of Tequila, some cigarettes, and maybe a couple of shemales to humor me.
There’s no bottle of Tequila, no cigarettes, no shemales, but only thoughts to accompany me. A perfect way to spend a Saturday, I must say.
How about this, a good hundred bucks to buy a bottle of Tequila and some cigarettes, because forget...
Reminiscent?
Now there’s a reason why memories stay as memories. It’s because they are a thing of the past that might have resulted in who you are today, but is not going to affect you anyway in the future unless you choose to let it do so.
Don’t let your past destroy your today, don’t let your past destroy your future.
Say it out loud
Say it out loud, really loud. Scream it out if you would like, for the other person might not be able to hear you. I didn’t say whisper, I said shout it out. Oh, maybe I wasn’t clear enough, you know what?
Fuck you.
What? You still don’t get it don’t you. Perhaps I should get my hands on a megaphone, and scream it into your ears. Perhaps I should change a giant...
So many thoughts, yet so little room for escape.
Realize
We all have our own reasons to escape from reality once in awhile and lie to ourselves that everything is okay.
Maybe we come back a better person, after giving ourselves some breathing space in that solitude. Maybe we become delusional and cannot perceive what is real or fake anymore.
Some of us never believe in love again. Some of us are far too hurt to even want to try. Some of us become...
Hiatus
Hi, we all have thoughts locked up in our heads. I understand that you’d rather keep some of these thoughts to yourself. Maybe it’s because you don’t wish to hurt my feelings, maybe it’s because you think that I respond in a way you do not wish to put up with.
But it doesn’t matter to me, I still think that I ought to respect your choice. You’ve made your...
June 2010
1 post
May 2010
14 posts
Oh great
Hi there, it’s that time again when I find myself sinking deep into a state of melancholia. Breathing isn’t really doing its best to keep me alive for I feel myself slowing dying from within.
So before I destroy myself, I think I want to write.
Changes
Things change, they always do.
Good to bad, and then from bad to good, nothing ever remains the same.
It makes me sick to my stomach, and annoys me nonetheless.
People, furniture, plants and what not.
Everything changes.
But one thing that remains the same about me is that, I want to love my girlfriend yesterday, today, tomorrorw and the next.
Everything changes but they don’t...
“Sometimes I lie awake at night, and I ask, “Where have I gone wrong?” Then a...”
– Charlie Brown (via uncannie) (via sab-rina) (via quote-book)
Behind a serrated grin
Imagine with me, a serrated knife. Now place the tip of the blade at where your chest is, slowly push it into your chest. Do you feel pain?
Yes? That’s what I feel right now.
Win of the day
Someone say that I’m a troll. I iz sad naos. ):
A thing or two about (online) losers
Go ahead and read that, I think it’s quite worth the read. And there I was, complaining that I had nothing to write on wordpress.
Rocking chair
So I’m only able to update my tumblr and not my wordpress. This is depressing. :(
Falala. I need to update my wordpress soon, before the dust settles in and the world fades to grey.
OMFGLOLWTFBBQ.
I like tumblr, I adore Baron Van Pyre my Teddy bear, I love my fabulously awesome lovely dearest dearly beloved euodia.
Okay. I iz random nao. I nearly fell off the chair in RP’s...
“Silence is true knowledge, all other knowledge is limited.”
– Arwind Vasavada (via satune) (via quote-book)
“Look, in my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person is still going to think the sun shines out your ass. That’s the kind of person that’s worth sticking with.” -Mac MacGuff in Juno(2007)
“It’s not a level playing ground for either of us, for the men or the women. This...”
– Leonard Cohen (via nightmarebrunette)
Randomness
So, I’m like talking on the phone right now, and I’m loving the voice on the other side sooooooooooooooooooooo much. Really.
I think I might like her more than I thought I would. Oh shit, didn’t I already confessed to her? Ahh memory lapse. Hmm.
<3
April 2010
18 posts
The way home
29th April, 0013 hours.
So there I was, leaning against the side of the bus. God knows what was wrong with me, but the tears rolled of my cheek uncontrollably. I felt afraid, alone and devastated.
I prayed for someone to save me, and take me away from here. Anywhere but here, it’s too painful sometimes.
And I was reminded of my childhood. The thought of it did nothing to comfort me, it...
“I disappear into the person I love. I am the permeable membrane. if I love you,...”
– Elizabeth Gilbert- Eat, Pray, Love (via thereisaseason)
Rota fortunae
Regnabo, regno, regnavi, sum sine regno.
Rant
Dearly beloved awesome girlfriend is sleeping like a kitten in her bed and I am sitting before my computer, staring at it like an idiot.
How nice.
And I still can’t think of what to post on wordpress, this is terrible.
I am sad. Okay, I think I shall go to bed now.
THIS IS FUCKING CUTE, I SWEAR.
The need
I feel this queer desire to write something interesting, but unfortunately my environment is not very conducive for anything at all. It’s either that or I just can’t stay focused in writing, and anyways, I’m hitting mind blocks at every end. And that, ladies and gentlemen, is really annoying.
I NEED TO WRITE SOMETHING, ANYTHING.
euodia’s still in class.
Unfinished business
Sometimes when I’m alone by myself, I take some time to ponder over stuff. Stuff that usually makes me wonder why am I so different from the rest of the world.
Sometimes I can’t help but wonder if there’s anywhere I can fit in, in this world. I guess I feel weary but all I can say now is…
That I am contented with loving someone right now, and she is all that matters....
Fail of the day
I looked to my right and I saw a trash can, sitting there by itself quietly. On this very day, I intend to disrupt the peace that the trash can is having; I shall throw a rubbish into it.
I looked around myself; no one is watching. In a split second, without much thought, I aimed at the trash can, steadying my hands, and threw my ball of scrap paper into it.
To my horror, it ricocheted off the...
“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love...”
– Bob Marley | Submitted by: themeanderingbs (via quote-book)
The Hours
Because even in a perfect plan, someone will be the death of three.
“Love and time - those are the only two things in all the world and all of life...”
– Gary Jennings | Submitted by ElectrifiedHuman (via quote-book)
